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Misophonia

by Velvetic

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Shadows creeping I can feel them getting near Now I know I am my own fear Traces of hope Lost in the gloom All that's left Is an empty room When I gave up I found you For a second My world was small I heard my demons Flying away Now I've found someone Just like me A hollow soul escaping from reality For a moment I was on heaven Looking through the window Seeing the bright sky Looking through the window Seeing nothing but you
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Truths 05:52
Breathe for the last time And start to Fade away Feeling okay Gave my own Sanity Hatred to me Inhumanity Feast in my Self arrest Crave my skin And my crest Trade my faith For a fix See how cold Is your lips Fill me with nightmares Listen to my prayers I'm blinded by despair How could you kill a hare? Cut it open You like blood Raining tears Come see the mud Self infliction Comes naturally Hold your belief Away from my blasphemy Take me now To see him Let me ask Why so grim? I can't see The point in Making me Deadly sin From my view I'm the slip He knows this As he whips Fill me with nightmares Listen to my prayers I'm blinded by despair How could you kill a hare? How could you kill me? All those moments Lost in time All that I've given up And all that I have to climb It's all a fantasy A grim reality
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Beneath You 07:27
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"Fate decided to punish me Making me go down on my knees God doesn't play dice But he likes to think we are mice Testing my patience Making me choose Between right or wrong Either way I lose I don't think it's fair Living my life by a strand of hair" This path is long (You wanna do it) Even though it's wrong (You wanna do it) You never flew (You're getting used to it) She's forgiving you (Even though you blew it) "Loud sounds makes me go irate I can not stand the feeling of hate Why can't I simply go away? Why must I suffer everyday? People don't believe me and That's why I came to be The kind of person That's always looking for a key Blindly looking for something behind me That I've always thought it was a flea" This path is long (You wanna do it) Even though it's wrong (You wanna do it) You never flew (You're getting used to it) She's forgiving you (Even though you blew it) The gap is long (You'll never make it) Jump in the hole (You'll never make it) It's getting deeper (You can't deny it) Don't look behind you (You wanna do it) Your path is blocked (You can't deny it) There's no way around (You know you blew it) Trapped in between (You'll never make it) Point of no return (You have to try it)
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I feel so alive Why should I die? I feel so bright Why should I lie? I hear the sound Of my voice I can't explain I am ashamed How can this be So true to me I trade my gun So you could run Trading mistakes For higher stakes So you can feel Feel what is real Receiving pain So you can reign Reign over me So I can see See the light Be the night Feel the blight Live in spite Over me So I can see Lay down and rest You look so depressed Watch me come closer And you becoming sober There is no one home tonight No room inside You stay outside Alone, I'll die See the light Be the night Feel the blight Live in spite You're not blind You're so kind You will find End all cries I feel so alive Why should I die? I feel so bright Why should I lie? See the light Be the night Clear the sky Wish goodbye Reign over me
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The night begins And we are alone You don't see me I don't see you Close the door The wind is strong You question me "Are we wrong?" Exchanging hollow glances (Have we lost our way?) All I can see is our love (Slowly slipping away) Overthinking I shouldn't have done that (I should've known better) By allowing my inner ghosts to speak (Don't do it) I made it all dull Exchanging hollow glances (Have we lost our way?) All I can see is our love (Slowly slipping away) Help me find a way (To keep this going on) This fire is burning me (Tomorrow I'll be gone) (Create, destroy, love, avoid Fear, insanity, wish, infinity Break, isolate, hate, suffocate You cherish, and I perish) Exchanging hollow glances (Have we lost our way?) All I can see is our love (Slowly slipping away) Why am I still here? (In this cold november) Freezing wind outside (It's nothing like I remember) (I guess I should've known better This love is dying All because of me I've never hurted someone before And I was hoping it wasn't you I destroy anything in my path And leave no hope Even if I don't want to I am death) Exchanging hollow glances (Have we lost our way?) All I can see is our love (Slowly slipping away) Help me find a way (To keep this going on) This fire is burning me (Tomorrow I'll be gone) Exchange Fade Break Slip away
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Dementia 02:44
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There's a fault in me That no one can see Only you could And thought it was good Maybe tonight We can see the stars With all the beauty And all the scars "Looking through the window Hoping to see life Looking through the window Hoping you come back" (Don't listen to the voices, they lie) There's no way you can be The savior that I need Open up your heart To see what I see Maybe tonight We can see the stars With all the beauty And all the scars Something's not right I can no longer see a friend No one can see us Maybe this is the end (Don't listen to the voices, they lie)
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Lies 03:17
You there Watching me Vacantly Defiantly Why does My vision blurs As you turn To watch me burn Blind eyes New lies You make me Only a plea You hardly And blindly Knew me Away I Feel shy (Look at me Look at my soul) Cut me (Look at my life) Use me New ties Old lies You make me Wish to see You hardly And blindly Knew me You there Watching me Peacefully Ingeniously
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Ena 00:42

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An expirementation through distortion, art, love, and insanity.

The Chronicles of Android Zero Eleven Part IV - Misophonia

Truths Official Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=68zMRvPsT-s

Vacant Places Official Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUpb_KuPk3Y

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released December 25, 2016

Velvetic is Kevin Martins

Written, performed, produced and mixed by Kevin Martins
Recorded and mastered at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios in Brazil

Artwork by Shadow Eyes

Special thanks to LuvMachine, BigBro, liftilraun, RandomSnake, ouTPhaze, Nicholas Ruas Viegas, Simone Alauk, and my family (for supporting me, and for putting up with me)

Thanks to everyone who contributed to the Indiegogo campaign

Velvetic and The Deathweavers Collective 2016

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