Misophonia

by Velvetic

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An expirementation through distortion, art, love, and insanity.

The Chronicles of Android Zero Eleven Part IV - Misophonia

Truths Official Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=68zMRvPsT-s

Vacant Places Official Music Video:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=uUpb_KuPk3Y

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released December 25, 2016

Velvetic is Kevin Martins

Written, performed, produced and mixed by Kevin Martins
Recorded and mastered at Crystalline Soundscapes Studios in Brazil

Artwork by Shadow Eyes

Special thanks to LuvMachine, BigBro, liftilraun, RandomSnake, ouTPhaze, Nicholas Ruas Viegas, Simone Alauk, and my family (for supporting me, and for putting up with me)

Thanks to everyone who contributed to the Indiegogo campaign

Velvetic and The Deathweavers Collective 2016

(The content on this album is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 International license)

A.M.W.A.D.M.

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A producer with a disturbed mind.

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Track Name: Vacant Places
Shadows creeping
I can feel them getting near
Now I know
I am my own fear
Traces of hope
Lost in the gloom
All that's left
Is an empty room

When I gave up
I found you
For a second
My world was small
I heard my demons
Flying away
Now I've found someone
Just like me

A hollow soul escaping from reality
For a moment I was on heaven
Looking through the window
Seeing the bright sky
Looking through the window
Seeing nothing but you
Track Name: Truths
Breathe for the last time
And start to
Fade away
Feeling okay
Gave my own
Sanity
Hatred to me
Inhumanity

Feast in my
Self arrest
Crave my skin
And my crest
Trade my faith
For a fix
See how cold
Is your lips

Fill me with nightmares
Listen to my prayers
I'm blinded by despair
How could you kill a hare?

Cut it open
You like blood
Raining tears
Come see the mud
Self infliction
Comes naturally
Hold your belief
Away from my blasphemy

Take me now
To see him
Let me ask
Why so grim?
I can't see
The point in
Making me
Deadly sin
From my view
I'm the slip
He knows this
As he whips

Fill me with nightmares
Listen to my prayers
I'm blinded by despair
How could you kill a hare?
How could you kill me?

All those moments
Lost in time
All that I've given up
And all that I have to climb

It's all a fantasy
A grim reality
Track Name: Contradictory Nature
"Fate decided to punish me
Making me go down on my knees
God doesn't play dice
But he likes to think we are mice
Testing my patience
Making me choose
Between right or wrong
Either way I lose
I don't think it's fair
Living my life by a strand of hair"

This path is long
(You wanna do it)
Even though it's wrong
(You wanna do it)
You never flew
(You're getting used to it)
She's forgiving you
(Even though you blew it)

"Loud sounds makes me go irate
I can not stand the feeling of hate
Why can't I simply go away?
Why must I suffer everyday?
People don't believe me and
That's why I came to be
The kind of person
That's always looking for a key
Blindly looking for something behind me
That I've always thought it was a flea"

This path is long
(You wanna do it)
Even though it's wrong
(You wanna do it)
You never flew
(You're getting used to it)
She's forgiving you
(Even though you blew it)

The gap is long
(You'll never make it)
Jump in the hole
(You'll never make it)
It's getting deeper
(You can't deny it)
Don't look behind you
(You wanna do it)

Your path is blocked
(You can't deny it)
There's no way around
(You know you blew it)
Trapped in between
(You'll never make it)
Point of no return
(You have to try it)
Track Name: Reign Over Me
I feel so alive
Why should I die?
I feel so bright
Why should I lie?

I hear the sound
Of my voice
I can't explain
I am ashamed
How can this be
So true to me
I trade my gun
So you could run
Trading mistakes
For higher stakes
So you can feel
Feel what is real
Receiving pain
So you can reign
Reign over me
So I can see

See the light
Be the night
Feel the blight
Live in spite
Over me
So I can see

Lay down and rest
You look so depressed
Watch me come closer
And you becoming sober
There is no one home tonight
No room inside
You stay outside
Alone, I'll die

See the light
Be the night
Feel the blight
Live in spite
You're not blind
You're so kind
You will find
End all cries

I feel so alive
Why should I die?
I feel so bright
Why should I lie?

See the light
Be the night
Clear the sky
Wish goodbye
Reign over me
Track Name: Misophonia (November)
The night begins
And we are alone
You don't see me
I don't see you
Close the door
The wind is strong
You question me
"Are we wrong?"

Exchanging hollow glances
(Have we lost our way?)
All I can see is our love
(Slowly slipping away)

Overthinking
I shouldn't have done that (I should've known better)
By allowing my inner ghosts to speak (Don't do it)
I made it all dull

Exchanging hollow glances
(Have we lost our way?)
All I can see is our love
(Slowly slipping away)
Help me find a way
(To keep this going on)
This fire is burning me
(Tomorrow I'll be gone)

(Create, destroy, love, avoid
Fear, insanity, wish, infinity
Break, isolate, hate, suffocate
You cherish, and I perish)

Exchanging hollow glances
(Have we lost our way?)
All I can see is our love
(Slowly slipping away)
Why am I still here?
(In this cold november)
Freezing wind outside
(It's nothing like I remember)

(I guess I should've known better
This love is dying
All because of me
I've never hurted someone before
And I was hoping it wasn't you
I destroy anything in my path
And leave no hope
Even if I don't want to
I am death)

Exchanging hollow glances
(Have we lost our way?)
All I can see is our love
(Slowly slipping away)
Help me find a way
(To keep this going on)
This fire is burning me
(Tomorrow I'll be gone)
Exchange
Fade
Break
Slip away
Track Name: Blank Reflections
There's a fault in me
That no one can see
Only you could
And thought it was good

Maybe tonight
We can see the stars
With all the beauty
And all the scars

"Looking through the window
Hoping to see life
Looking through the window
Hoping you come back"

(Don't listen to the voices, they lie)

There's no way you can be
The savior that I need
Open up your heart
To see what I see

Maybe tonight
We can see the stars
With all the beauty
And all the scars
Something's not right
I can no longer see a friend
No one can see us
Maybe this is the end

(Don't listen to the voices, they lie)
Track Name: Lies
You there
Watching me
Vacantly
Defiantly

Why does
My vision blurs
As you turn
To watch me burn

Blind eyes
New lies
You make me
Only a plea
You hardly
And blindly
Knew me

Away I
Feel shy
(Look at me
Look at my soul)
Cut me
(Look at my life)
Use me

New ties
Old lies
You make me
Wish to see
You hardly
And blindly
Knew me

You there
Watching me
Peacefully
Ingeniously